Aug 10
still alive…
i’ve been doing alot of contemplating recently, putting a lot of thought into what exactlly i want to be doing not only to make myself happy but to make D happy.
Frankly, aspects of the road are killing us. Never being home, Me never getting to see family, feeling like i’ve lost contact with *everyone*, never knowing what kinda income we’re going to have from one show to another, Never having any time just for us to be us with out spending the majority of that time asleep or prepairing to leave again. And then there is the constant nag of the boss who has no respect for anyone nor common courtesy.
Our days with CD are numbered. We’re doing opening weekend of PARF (penn renn fest) this upcoming weekend but hopefully we will be outta there soon.
I have seasonal work i can fall back on with the possibility of it being something more than just seasonal. After poking over a few job sites this morning apparently there are a few bars opening up in the area that i have sent info off to as well. Although the job market sucks i dont see any reason why we wont be able to find *something* around here.
i have a brain full of ideas and hopfully a sewing machine headed my way. i need to talk to a few people and get some stuff set in stone… but the winds have changed.
