Apr 08
sorry for the neglect….
Photo from TattooFest in Tampa via Phone.
I know I havent posted in a while… I figured whilst I await the dryer to do its thing I would take a little time and inform the few that follow me here whats been going on in my little world.
Not too long ago I’m pretty sure I had a massive break down which included a multitude of diffrent emotions and emotional reactions made by myself in an unclear yet crystal clear state of mind. I honestly don’t feel like getting into all the details about this because everything that can be said, has been said and I’m tired of the verbal beatings and trying to explain myself… reguardless I have seeked medical help and most likely will be going back on some form of medication. As much as I really dont like the idea of being medicated I have come to the conclusion that there are somethings I just need help with.
In other news, Happy News, I have accepted a full time job. Not a “normal” job, mind you, I’m done with the normal stuff. I’m now a manager for a company that provides beautiful hand made (not mass manufactured china bullshit) corsets to the masses at various Renn Faires, Biker Rallies and Conventions. As a matter of fact in roughly 3 hours we will be making our way to North Carolina to work the renn faire there. Looks like its going to be a fun trip… unfortunatly I’m not holding the title of manager this go around, this trip is more so for me to get a little bit more polished and for D to see exactlly how a guy approaches things. In 2 weeks we’ll be heading to Leesburg Fl for a biker ralley that should be awesome.
Over all life has been a game of catch up the past few months but hopefully everything will settle down soon. I can honestly say I’m happy and it feels good to work again. I’m loosing weight, feel a lot more balanced and things truely are looking up for the first time in a while. (heres hoping I didn’t just shoot myself in the foot by saying that)
I’m going to make an active effort to update more often although honestly I’m thinking about trying to find another blog site that is a little more cell phone friendly so I can update from the road seeing how my spiffy job does require a lot of travel.
